Returning to work, woohoo! First, it looks like you have some anxiety about this prospect. And who wouldn't? 

I'm not sure from your question if you're talking about returning to in-person work after wfh, or if you mean returning to the workforce after a jobless period, but either way things feel rusty. I feel like it's the former..and that perhaps your workplace culture is one of those where people avoid full authenticity. I.e we're all going to pretend things are awesome regardless of how we actually feel. Another possibility: the culture is fine but you personally don't trust these people with your inner reality. 

With wheel and death, I would be on the alert that significant changes could be afoot. Maybe some people leave, or you have a new manager, or (God forbid) you get new responsibilities but not a new title or raise. Don't take anything that may happen personally. But at the same time, don't take it lying down if you're not cool with it.

There's a real solitary vibe here. I think this time in the world is hard as hell. We all feel alone despite going through basically the exact same thing, in one form or fashion. If you're trying to get a new job, network network network! Leveraging connections and name dropping is smart, not cheating. And you can have total faith in your own skills. 

I know you're a reader too so you see the significance of only one Pent and three Swords. But with two majors, it's not all in your head. Or maybe it's more accurate to say, what's in your head is as real, in its own way, as anything else. 

Bottom line advice: be ready to roll with the punches, don't get too in your head, control only what you can and know that anyone who says they're 100% fine with this time of transition is a liar or a robot. Reach out to a friend going through a similar sitch if you have to. You got this!!!